Family Pictures 2017

A few weeks ago we went for an adventure as a family.  We borrowed a canoe from my FIL, picked up some fountain drinks from the local Giant and headed out on a dirt road to a pond at the base of our mountain.  It turned out to be a little more exciting of an adventure than we meant it to be - Marcus stepped on a cactus that stabbed through his shoe and into his foot :( Maelee and Madi both let go of the rope swing too late and landed in shallow water, thereby effectively damaging various joints in their legs, and I... well... I have no upper body strength which, when mixed with trying to support my ghetto booty and thunder thighs on a rope swing... let's just say everyone fishing on the other side of the pond got quite a chuckle.  And Clint caught it on video.  Which needs to be destroyed.

ANYway, on our way back home, we stopped at the ranger station so the kids could show me where they saw a deer on their last visit and we were met with the most GORGEOUS dry grass meadow and MASSIVE cottonwood tree.  The photographer in me got all kinds of googly eyed over this somehow forgotten treasure and vowed this was where we would take our family photos this year!!

Hmmph.  Fast forward a month or so and it's now the day we have a chance to do our pics... and it's windy as all get out... and I somehow have 2 evening church meetings I have to go to :(  -SO- change of plans and pics on our bed it is!!!  Because evidently, that's how we roll lol!

And Clint was SO excited to be taking them, can't you tell?

We did get ONE good family photo...

And a few crazies...

Marcus has this thing lately where if Clint kisses me, HE has to kiss me.  Twice.  If Clint compliments me, HE gushes on the charm.  And so on... I think it's hilarious personally!  I mean, who WOULDN'T want 2 handsome fellas fawning all over them??

As you can see from the photo above, Clint doesn't always think it's as cute as I do haha!!  And a disclaimer from here on out, not all the photos are edited... I've been working non-stop on pictures for other people for about 4 weeks and I'm kinda done lol 



I was so excited for pictures in that meadow, I got mine and the girls' dresses from my friend Taytum who was a JUNIEblake consultant and I had all these pictures in my mind involving these dresses... none of which involved laying down hahahahaha!!!  My dress does good things for me and my hair has finally grown back out which was going to make for pretty great pictures... ah well.  This bed has hosted numerous family wrestling matches on Sunday afternoons, so these are pretty great for sentimental reasons I suppose ;)

Oh, my Madi.  These pictures are pretty much her at 11 1/2.  A spunky, beautiful, curly-frizzy, warmhearted tween.  I love that she's one of my friends, and that I'm one of hers :)

This boy.  He is 100% boy.  And I freaking LOVE him to pieces!  I didn't know when I fell in love at 19 that I would fall in love again at 27.  Dad GUM he makes me so happy!!!

And then there's Miss Maelee!!  Our aspiring comedian/cosmotologist :)  She keeps us on our toes by bouncing back and forth between stirring the pot and making sure everyone has a smile on their face.  Babies LOVE our sweet little coconut, which she loves lol

I've been telling these two turkeys to pretend that the other one is her best friend.  Give each other the benefit of the doubt like they do their best friends.  Be compassionate and loving like they are to their best friends.  It's helping, some days ;)

Watch Marcus' dart...

 

We're a mess.  But it's a good mess and I'll take it <3 br="">

The Day I Knew Would Come Too Soon

Not sure how to approach this new phase in my life.

Joy?  Weeping, and I mean like ugly, uncontrollable sobbing?  Sleep?  A happy dance?

All of my kids are in school.  Even my sweet baby boy has left me and joined his buddies (and his "girlfriend" lol!!!) in Kindergarten.  No fear, no clinging to Mom or sadness in his bright, hazel eyes - just pure excitement and go go go!  Marcus took that first step and hasn't looked back. 

Maelee grew up overnight and is suddenly in 3rd grade which where we live means switching classes between 4 teachers.  AND she graduated into the second highest class in gymnastics - whaaaaaaaat??  When did 8 become so OLD?  Speaking of 8 that also means she was baptized this summer by her daddy.  I cried ugly tears that weekend... 

And Madi?  Madi is 11 and a full blown tweeny-bopper.  She entered 6th grade with spirals in her hair, new glasses on her face and a skip in her step.  She came home talking about boys and new friends, new teachers and familiar faces. 

 All three.  Gone.  All day.  And I'm alone...

I'm sad because I love my kids!  No matter what else you've heard, I really do!!!  :)  We had so much fun playing card and board games this summer, and I don't feel like we got to do enough together.  I crave snuggling up with my munchkins and a movie...

I'm happy because I'm SO DONE listening to them argue and bicker and nag and tattle and whine and disagree and yell and on and on and on!  We're a team!  Let's support each other, you obnoxious knuckle heads!!  Get over it, stop name calling ya bozos and just BE NICE!!!

I'm thinking that I'm leaning more toward a "woohoo!!!" kind of emotion, mainly because I'm the kind of person who's on the go ALL THE TIME and it'll honestly be nice to not have to "worry" about my kids - Who's watching them?  What are they doing while I'm editing pictures or painting or crafting or cleaning?  Are they doing something that's rotting their brains or actually benefiting them?  How many freaking fruit snacks have they HAD today??  Do I let them watch just ONE more episode while I try to finish what I'm doing or do I slip out of "Tiffany" mode and back into "Mommy" mode now like my guilt is screaming at me to do?

That kind of worry, ya know?

I think the craziest part about being here is that this is the year I've talked about for ages!  "When my kids are all in school I'll FINALLY catch up on my blogging and scrapbooking and journaling!  I'll write that book or two that are floating around in my head!  I'll flesh out my photography business and start pushing myself to succeed there!  I'll stay on top of the housework and keep our home running smoothly by meal planning, couponing, budgeting better and finishing what I start!  I'll manage my time better!!"  Well lady, here it is.  That year you've been going on about.

So now what?  What first?  Where do I even start??  My best, most honest answer?  WHO KNOWS!!?!  I couldn't tell ya!  But I'm pretty excited to figure it all out!! 

So... I'm a total slacker.

I know, big surprise eh? :O)

I was shocked when I found out too. Sad day really... It actually was a pretty sad day, one of my friend's husbands died last night and it's been a reality rocker for me. I have cried a good chunk of today and I'm sure Marcus now thinks I'm some weird leaky faucet. It just doesn't make any sense to me and I'm really struggling with it. Clint took the girls on a "Daddy-Daughter" camp-out and it was hard to let him go, which triggered the emotional retard in me so that after I said goodbye I actually curled up on the couch with a huge bowl of ice cream and watched a few episodes of Psych just to have an hour or so of detachment.

Luckily for me, my friend Kachelle and her husband just adopted a sweet baby girl and I had the pleasure of taking her newborn photos and they needed to be finished today so that gave me a few more hours of keeping my mind occupied... somewhat. BUT, {getting to the point of this post now} working on those pictures got me thinking of something that's been nagging me a LOT lately and since Marcus was sleeping, the house was quiet and I needed something else to stay distracted with, I FINALLY finished editing Marcus' newborn photos!! Aren't you proud of this slacker Mama?? I am - you have NO idea!!

-SO- since I really feel like I need a pick-me-up I'm going to post my favorites for you :O)








 

Hard to imagine that he was ever seriously that small!!  Especially when THIS is that little boy now...

   
Dad GUM I love my kids!  They make life so much easier... when I'm not wanting to thump on them!  LOL  I'm off to bed, hope you enjoyed my slew of pictures.  Cheered me up :O)  'Night